I had a very intense experience today and I want to share it. I decided to go for a walk but first I did some EFT on the physical and emotional attraction I was feeling towards a friend. This was new. Perhaps it has something to do with my Venus in Pisces. Who knows. This isn’t a relationship that can become anything more than good friends. I prayed for the feelings of love and attraction to shift and expand.
I went outside and put one foot in front of the other.
Already I was feeling elated. I smiled as the wind caressed my face and fingertips. As I walked, I talked to the ground beneath me; to the wind and the sun; to the sea and the trees. I felt amazing. Over the course of the next two hours the feelings intensified. I could feel my heart as the open centre of my being. I felt love and gratitude for everything and everyone. My plan had been to find a coffee shop for a cup of tea and my book. These feelings were too strong for that so I continued to walk along the shore. At one point I started to feel ungrounded, in a bubble around the upper part of my body. I consciously walked slower, feeling the ground beneath my boots. The misty wind of the Atlantic kissed my face. The swans swam for me. The sight of a woman doing tai-chi on a beach filled me with joy.
As my walk ended, I stopped, turned to face sun over the sea and gave my thanks to all things for the experience. I made my way to my favourite cafe, exhausted and blissed.
I walked home slowly. I feel like something has shifted in me.
During the last part of my walk, while I was still loved up on life, I sang a spontaneous song.
Some of the words were:
All is waiting, All is waiting to dance.
Step one, step two, step three, step four.
Love is waiting, Love is waiting to dance.